Saturday, June 23, 2007 @ 6/23/2007 03:06:00 PM
| Some things I did |
A pic of the dearest baby and her twin friend.
hahasss
A little information about our KL trip...
Riddle 1: look at the picture below and guess that the man in the picture is lookin at?
wah laoss.. lion dance.. =(
This morning i went to pay my school fees. Then had lunch at this Prata shop at Evans Road area. I love their French prata (banana + chocolate). We are prata people. We had prata for supper last night and then prata today again.. wah laoss... fat! Ordered briyani, French prata (the not very nice lookin black thingy right in front) and prata with cheese and mushroom.
Riddle 2: What do you call a monk riding a bicycle?
Answer revealed in the next post.
Tuesday, June 19, 2007 @ 6/19/2007 11:14:00 PM
| Picnic at East Coast |
Let's not talk about unhappy stuff today. Forget abt JeanYip lousy experience for the time being. I'll blog abt something nice today =)
our dearest baby... wearing my new ring as her tiara~ =)
Well, to mark the unofficial ending of the hols, we went for a mini picnic today. Though he simply refused to admit that it's a picnic due to the pathetic amount of food we brought. I made some fried rice (Yes, i did!) and realised that it's the only thing that I could make... =(. So we bought some stuff from Macs and rot away under the beautiful sky....
huh... so little food!!! (hahaaa)
nice weather
my fried rice... doesnt look appealing i know... but it's nice! =)
ai xin chao fan!
(but i prefer fries) =(
hahahaah
Sunday, June 17, 2007 @ 6/17/2007 01:24:00 PM
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A boring sunday.
It's amazing how ppl take things for granted - time, love and all.
If you hav them, you take them for granted.
If you dun, you complain, sulk, whine.
How did God create human with such an amazing ability of 'blindness' -
Blind to every good they own but at the same time, see all the bad in life.
Procrastinate.
I word i truly hate.
Esp when it can be shortened into jus 'wait'.
'wait' or 'later', words so often used that it becomes an excuse when things get undone, so conveniently. I am brought up in an environment whereby procrastination for anything is unaccepted. If im told to do sth, it has to be done immediately. After 24 years, how easy do you think i can accept someone telling me to WAIT and things will be done LATER. I especially detest this when I know that 'wait' = nothing. This has been the equation given to me. It has always been a 'words only, no action' situation.
I realised that some urges are part of the growing phase. I also realised I wanted sth badly for other reasons. Also, when I grow out of this phase, I dun think I shall ever want it as badly.
I think i hav the most pathetic life of all.
If I ever falter, I will fall to my death and break into pieces.
I have no one to turn to. I have nth to fall back on.
I dun even have freedom to express my feelings even in this virtual space I own.
When I do, I'm trying to 'put ppl down' / 'dramatise' my life. WTH
Once i lose this only voice of mine, i shall never regain it.
The next time i'm here, I shall blog abt my experience at JeanYip few weeks ago. So stay tuned, for those who are considering goin for JeanYip services. There shall be no opinions, just plain facts about what happened at this particular outlet. You shall make your own judgments.
Saturday, June 16, 2007 @ 6/16/2007 12:44:00 AM
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Did something i never thought i will ever do in this lifetime. heeeesss
Conclusion:
if you wanna get something done, don't think too much into it, or it'll never get done!
Having been shopping like a rich gal.
im now so blardy broke.
to think that i jus got my pay like 3 days ago.. arghh i hate this feeling.
this month, tho a short and un-restful break,
i did a lot, met a lot of people, bought a lot of things.
Life is short.
If you wanna do sth, do it.
If you wanna meet up with someone, do it.
If you wanna buy sth, buy it.
If you wanna say u love someone, say it.
Put thoughts into words and words into actions.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007 @ 6/12/2007 01:02:00 AM
| i want |
i want to be proud of myself.
i want to be inspired.
i want to be able to say some day that i've lived a life worth living.
Sunday, June 03, 2007 @ 6/03/2007 11:53:00 AM
| So what? |
I hate to think about my life.
Dehydrated.
After talking to her for the whole of last night, I begin to understand the 4-letter "L" word.
So what if you put in your best
So what if you eventually put your signatures on a piece of paper
So what if you eventually exchanged vows in front of an audience
So what if you planned your entire life in preparation for a future together
Because
you thought you knew what you wanted
you thought you knew he's the one
So what?
I can picture myself in the light of her present situation. It's sad.
So sad that she's no where to go during the weekends. She doesnt know how to spend her time without him. She doesnt know where her friends have gone to.
That's life, once again.
How many times have I mentioned the down-sides of life?
Was reading thru many people's archive and I am probably the only one who least often felt blessed and blissful.
I only wanted an ordinary life.
I only wanted a stable job. Be with a simple guy. Lead a normal life.
But I guess, that's the hardest thing to do - being simple, in this busy world with everyone thinking otherwise. Everyone's working for something. If nothing else, they tell me about working for "self satisfaction". If I ever believed in this, i probably will be happier.
If I want to do something, I want to make it known. I want to be affirmed.
If not, then dont do it.
What's the point of suffering in the name of self satisfaction while the rest of the world think you're only doing what you're supposed to do?
If you achieved something beyond expectation - "It's your Job"
If you dont - "you're lousy"
Self satisfaction comes in the form of being taken for granted?
Then I'd rather not be satisfied.
Ironic isnt it.
I want to lead a simple life but I want the world to know I am leading a simple life.
WTF
See? It all boils down to the basics.
I dont know what I want.
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our dearest baby... wearing my new ring as her tiara~ =)
huh... so little food!!! (hahaaa) 
