Friday, November 18, 2005 @ 11/18/2005 08:28:00 AM
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This entry or rather this paragraph of the entry is dedicated to my fren Miss S. Wah Laozzz... i went for guitar lesn yesterday. Then she was cursing me.. "He (instructor) is going to be an old man"Thanks to her prediction. True enough.. Old man. ARGHHHHHHH *sIanZ* haha... sori dear... that's not wad i mean. .. Erm.. I mean if he wasnt an old man, i would probably be more motivated to go for lessons. Then eventually pick up the instrument faster mah.... Then will save some money and spend more time with you... *blink blink*wahahahahahahahahahAnyway, ya lah.. guitar is ok. But i think my guitar sux. It keeps gettin out of tune.. when i tried to tune it with my piano at home, i realised that my hearing sux. I cant get the correct sound! blaRdy sheet... now i need to get a tuner. (Not the canned fish lah) The sch didnt mention all the hidden cost.(cost of books, tuner, guitar bag...) Then in the end, i paid like 350 at a go. arghghgh...
BLEED to death.
Officially last day of work for this period. Finaalllly arr... haizz.. mus make sure that i bring back all my stuff so that i wont have to come all the way back to collect. DamN far. at least 10km each trip.yay... preparin for my beijing trip!
Tuesday, November 15, 2005 @ 11/15/2005 08:23:00 AM
| Learn guitar? |
I really wanna learn guitar. I've checked out the price for this music sch near my place. THey are now havin a crash course. But I calculated - Course fees (8 lesns) - $ 200 Guitar - $ 80Reg fees - $ 30 The results - PricelessYa rite. The thing is that havin to fork out over 300 bucks at one time is so 'heart - pain-ing'. Such a difficult decision to make. I;ve always wanna learn, and since duno when i hve gotten the number and i jus left it ther cos i was plain lazy ( i've nv tried to find excuses for this).Should i or should i not?Jus like 3 yrs ago, this stpid money issue was nv a problem to me. Cos i can easily get daddy to sponsor. NOw that im workin... arhghghghgh.... I popped by my optician to enquire abt daily contact lens for my trip. I was thinkin abt havin dailies so that i wont have to go through the trouble of cleaning the lens everynite. Then i had the shock of my life - $45 for 15 pairs. SO 1 pair = $ 3 ==> 1 lens = $1.50. Wah laoz.. then i thought i i buy in bulks it would be cheaper. But 30 pairs - $ 90. No diff. I dun understand, i've been with this optician for quite some time. I recommend my family members & my bf to this shop as well, and she jus cant gimme a discount. SianZOne way im trying to console myslf and get myslf goin is dec pay. Which can make up for most of the cash lost in this decision... but without it, i would have 300 bucks more to spend/save. then if i were to buy a guitar and learn, wad if i eventually dun like guitar (like how i feel abt piano now)? I wil need space to store it. Wher?haizzz....PS. I think if i were to do jus a little change to the words on the blogskin, this would be my perfect blogskin, suits me PERFECTLY! - The Butterfly effect : Change one thing, change every DAMN thing -
Monday, November 14, 2005 @ 11/14/2005 08:36:00 PM
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In light of the recent issues abt bloggin, i shall now assume that my readers are innocent creatures and declare the characters of the previous blogs to be Fictitious. hahaa.. does that help?
@ 11/14/2005 07:51:00 AM
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Updates:
I told my fren once i stepped into office jus now. Haizz... - she was the one who blatantly told A that they are not compatible and his character too strong this and that. Whereas i only said things relating to her.
So the question comes again - why did he call me and not my fren? He thinks that im younger? Then he can bully mE? He thinks im not the type who retaliates? He thinks that I will get intimidated? haha.. then he must be dam dumb! unworthy of a scholar! %$*%&#$^*$
i will have to repeat this story at least 3 times.
STay tuned! MOre to come.
Sunday, November 13, 2005 @ 11/13/2005 10:59:00 PM
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i attempt to now jus summarise all my reply to everyone's comments. He's so fucked up that im still in amazement. So i jus had to do wad he wanted me to do. To advertise his 'macho-nesss'. So early in the morning, 8am, i met up with a few of my frens frm the same workin place. All the way to east coast park for a 2 hr roller blading session. Now my frens, her sister, her bf, my frens, my blog-readers, my bf all know abt it. Tmr, when i go to work. MORE PPL SHALL KNOW ABT THIS! haha... 8am at east coast means i had to wake up at 7am. BUT i am willing to.. cos i jus cant wait to disseminate information. I am goin to do the gossiping becos that's wat he wanted. I have nv thought of doing that. Since he suggested, i shall try it out.We all conclude that he is such a ultimate LOSER (ALL capital). If he had the guts, he should say every damn thing in front of me. Well i shall update abt how he behaves tmr and his reactions. Also abt the gal. See what she has to say. So keep poppin by for juicier gossips. WAHAHAAA.. i finally have the chance to display the bitch in me.
Saturday, November 12, 2005 @ 11/12/2005 11:25:00 PM
| A lesn learnt |
I cant believe i received that phone call. The following account is abt a phone call made to me by a colleague, male, ard 29 or 30 yrs old, status: desperate.
He called when i was out wif adr. Then he started by say " hey, hao mah?" Then he beat ard the bush in a very unfrenly tone. It didnt take me long to realise that he did not have the intention to make it a frenly chat. He accused me of bad-mouthing abt him to his newly found gf with the attempt of trying to brain wash her to leave him or something like that lah. That's the impression i've got. OMG. Like i have all the time in the world. He said that he appreciate my concern for her but this is not the time.
This jus shows how much confidence he has in this r/s. He asked me to behave like an adult (when he's not behavin like one) then he asked me how would i feel if he were to bad mouth me infront of adr. I TOLD him that i did not do it, and i cant be bothered if he were to talk to adr (how bt talking to my mum?) because i have nothing to be afraid of. Nothing i do is against my conscience that's why im not afraid. And i think its really childish to come up with this suggestion in the first place.
I spoke to the gf - A (in short) out of true concern. She had probs in her relationship and becos of him, she left her ex of 6 yrs. Haiz.. i think its true madness. I admit that i talked to her abt her r/s and her current one. I reminded her abt things that she mite have missed. Things like how the others might view her, how it could affect her and so on and she agreed with me. BUT i also made sure that i did not try to persuade her to leave him or wadsoever. BECAUSE:
1. It is none of my biz
2. It is not right to do that
3. It serves me no gd. Its not as if im interested in him lor!!
Throughout my conversation with her at work was mostly on wad MIGHT happen and maybe stuff like wad she might wanna look out for. And all these was because she approached me to talk to me. Now i realised why he refused to let her join our gal's nite out on Thursday aft the dept outing.
I mean, come on lah, dun be a loser. The phone call only shows how much confidence he has and also shows that he really has sth to hide. If i were to say bad things abt him intentionally, she wont be the only one whom i will tell and also the agenda of the conversation would be really different. Maybe i should try to BAD MOUTH him so that he will know the difference. But he is condemned enough ard the staff rm more than he knows. I knew some of his shameless history but i jus listen. If i were to BAD MOUTH, then she will come to know abt it.
I think the gal is FUcked up as well. She treated me like a close fren and told me her stuff. I never once let the rest in the group know abt her personal stuff, though we joke abt her and the loser, speculate how they would be and stuff like that out of fun. I think he's really a big time loser. The way he handled this situation and his r/s is truly fucked up.
As i've always believed, that i would rather have a true and sincere but nasty and mean fren than to have a nice but fake colleague. I knew long ago that all his 'gentleman-ness' are fake. He did it to impress. Not to really be nice to you. Too bad. Now my entire network is going to know abt this loser and his actions. And how i hope i distribute my blog address in the mass mail and send it ard the office. haha.
The classiscs:
' do you noe my r/s with her now' ' can be behave like an adult' ' do you want me to tell adr'.
Im not affected as in sad or guilty. Because i did not do anything against my conscience. It was mere concern that i wanna show my fren (or my ex-fren, now colleague only). I was there to help her when she was slow in her work or blur in the things she needed to do when he was even slower than her during the period of datelines. Haizz... havin heard of all the irresponsible stuff abt him, i really wonder how long they will last.
Im goin to share the story with everyone so that they can learn frm my lesn and keep away from them. I still rem how she always ask me if we will all hate her if they were an item. Because im not the only one who thinks that he's a loser. I always told her that it was her choice and it has nothing to do with me. Im her fren and i also noe that i have no right to meddle with her affairs. I believe that it is not 100% her will to be with him, it was jus like a "right time" thingy for him. That's why he is so afraid that she might get brain washed. But also, she also fucked up lah. She mis-interpreted or rather, deep in her heart she knows that this was not a gd choice, so she purposely quote me and linked my words to her conclusion. The fact that she allowed him to do such things shows how weak she can be and how much control he can have on her.
Anyway. I would be damn hapy if this is read by the wrong ppl. COS I DUN GIVE A DAMN. if you have done nothing wrong, dun be afraid. TIme will tell. If u have something against ur conscience that's jus too bad for you. Do not think that i will get intimidated by your phonecall cos i was not, i am not and i will not be. Cos u're such a big loser big big time. There is so much abt you goin round the office and yet you still think that you're perfect.
One incident abt this arrogant guy: There was once we were havin lunch. He was talking abt pay scale, ranking blah blah blah. then he said that up to a certain pt, one's pay can increase monthly. I do not know how true this is. So i asked ' really meh?' Then he said, " Do you need me to show you my pay slip?" EXACT WORDS TRANSLATED INTO ENGLISH. Fine loh.
You may be earning more. But you are not better off. Because you have a fucked up life, fucked up attitude, fucked up looks, and finally, a fucked up gf.
Up til now aft almost 48 hrs, even when im bloggin abt this, im wondering in amazement how a 30 yr old can behave like this. Haizz... How being a desperado can force someone out of his mind.
A new lesn learnt:
TO dot: Not everyone likes to have a fren who can wake him/her up in crisis. There are ppl who loves to listen to lies to make them happy. But im glad i've always have u ard to give me a SLAM on my head all the time aft the ever lasting, never ending complain sessions. haha
To adr: Im glad things have more or less settle betwn us. No more violent wars. I learn to appreciate things cos not everyone can have a r/s like us - Cos we know each other well enough, we learn frm all the wars and persevered through the tough times.
Friday, November 11, 2005 @ 11/11/2005 09:29:00 AM
| I jus have to blog abt this |
I jus have to blog abt this!!!
Last nite my fren picked me up near my place to Orchard area for a dinner apptment. When she finally reached our meeting place, arghh... she stopped at the middle lane for me to get into the car, THEN MY PHONE DROPPED below her car! There was a bus right behind and i dun give a damn i had to get my phone back!!! And i found it BESIDE THE left front tyre! if she had moved the car, either my hand would get crushed, or the phone would be flattened!!! WAH LAOZZZZ The image of me pickin up the phone stayed in my head throughout the night.
Then it was testing out the new routes to orchard and i truely regretted not opening my eyes big big when my dad drives. aft much tries, we finanly arrived at our destination. The thing is that both of us are really bad with directions. MOre examples will be illustrated....
Then we had dinner with the rest at Cafe Vienna. Supposed to be Italian style but it appears to be more like international buffet instead. K.. so we hang ard the restaurant til 10 then we decided to go for drinks. I felt like a blardy light bulb sitting in the beside 3 couples. arghh i hate this.
Then we realised that we had to pump petrol first before goin anywher else. Then we also realise we have no idea wher is the nearest petrol station. Then we kept going straight straight, from Chijmes, to boat quay, to china town, neil road, then end up in BUKIT MERAH, HENDERSON, LOWER DELTA Rd. before we find 3 petrol stations next to each other. We reckon that petrol stations love company, they cannot stand alone!! BLARDY sheeeT
Finally at Chijmes. we learnt a lesson. Parking at Chijmes is 8 blardy bucks PER ENTRY. TMD. expensive lesson. If we were ther earlier we would have driven out of that place straight away.
- THE END -
Thursday, November 10, 2005 @ 11/10/2005 07:56:00 AM
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Heard from the radio this morning that Stephanie Sun has broken up with her bf. Haizz dat's so sad a news to hear early in the mornin. Im not her super fan but i really kind of admire her way of settling this problem. In order not to hurt the guy, she actually stood out to clear her bf's name and said that he's a nice guy.. blah blah blah....
I think i wil nv be able to do that. To take such things at stride. To still say that they are stil frens. To say that he had been nice. (duno why, to a certain extend i doubt this statement.) hAizz.z..... I conclude that there might be 2 options. She is trying to show that she's a nice person, or she's really that nice....
I duno why im sayin so much.
Wednesday, November 09, 2005 @ 11/09/2005 10:39:00 PM
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If i hadnt decided to buy my sis's fav bread at this ulu shop at kovan, i would have alighted at hougang statn and get caught in the dam blardy heavy rain when the sun is shining brightly.
Sound like im tokin cok?
REALLY! alighted at kovan, was thinkin of gettin my sis's fav bread aka 'da mian bao' for her breakfast tmr b4 her paper. Was thinkin thinkin for so long b4 i reached the stop, then when i was at kovan station, i still couldnt make up my mind. Then duno why, last minute, i thought 'aiyar F*** lah, jus go get den take bus home, no need to walk'. So i alighted. THen, to my delight, it was raining. haha... finally, a gd choice made.
The above is a real-life example of ... butterfly effect.
Think abt scenario 2.
If i had been meaner and decide to save the $ and jus go home, i would have been caught in the heavy rain, and get soaked, and get sick, resulting in me not able to go tuition this sat, then discouraged by my father to see doc, then eventually i might get too sick to go China (CHOY!)
The above is an example of a fictional scenario to illustrate butterfly effect.
You're right. Im tired. I need to slp.
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