Really hate my working place.It's been 2 days. No induction program. No introduction except a 10 mins talk to the P. on the 1st day morning jus b4 she rushed off for her course.

There were 8 of us. We were seated in the staff workroom around a table. For the past 2 days, were relief classes.. many of which were cases of missing classes. Cant believe a sch can be such hospitable host. No instructions were given as to who is our respective heads, and when we tried to locate them, they were mostly away. So we have absolutely no idea of what to do. Work stations not even alocated to us. How bad can it get??

We get slpy and tired and bored after sitting ard doin nothing. The only thing we were lookin forward to is the dismisal bell. Wonder why we get posted at the weirdest time - last week of the term.

The past 2 rainy mornings did not help. Had to drag myslf out of bed in such comfy weather jus to go ther and do nothing. I realised i was the only one among the 8 who does not stay in the east. I dont know what im typing. very disorganised.. in bitz n pieces. I'll jus give the gist of it. Language hack care.

They work on Homeroom systems.. which means each tchr givn a classrm known as the homeroom. When the bell rings, stdnts will move to the respective homerooms of their tchrs. Then the dumb dumb dumb thing is - each period is 1 hr and when the bell goes, there will be a pcs of music that goes on for 5 mins. Meaning studnts wil move when the music is playing. When the music stops, they r supposed to report to their rooms. 5 mins of music... so irritating.. and disturbing to other classes who are still havin lessns. So thruout the day, we will hear abt 6 times.

Becos im posted to such a 'bird-dun-lay-eggs, dog- dun -shit' place, i wil need the car. Caused alot of disruptions to the rest of the ppl in my hse. nO choIce. If i get to choose, i'd rather not drive and get posted to somewhere more accessible!The sch doesnt even haf proper parking lots. If I were to reach alittle later, i most prob wll have to exercise my parallel parking skills, which i dun possess. haizzz.z.. nothing seems to be right abt that place.

Stdents so unmotivated, unhelpful, disrespectful. 2nd day there and not a very gd impression alrdy. HaiZ.. hope i can get back to heaven -NIE! The whole system so koked up, so disorganised! went in to class, tried to show them a movie to keep them occupied den realised no one in the class is trained to set up the projectors for the tchrs. No one volunteered to help. My previous sch, a neighbourhood one too, was so much better. Makes ppl feel more welcomed.

Last period was relief for a comp class. NOrm Tech. Type out a pc of simple letter in 1 hr 80% of the clas couldnt. Kept complaning ' my hand tired' this and that. Kaozz.zzzzz.... i can finish in 2 mins for gdness sake!!!!

As most can see, what 2 days of useless-ness and boredom can do to aperson. I cant type in proper language anymore.

I keep having this damn feeling that everything around the world is not right.

Earthquakes occuring more often than ever.

Last night, almost 12am, my neighbour downstairs were quarreling. Shouting like nobod's business. Woke me up when i alrdy fell aslp.. Then the man kept sighing "HAI YOH! HAI YOH!" then said " wo ye shi ren (im also human)". they quarrelled in so many languages - malay, mandarin , english.. kaoZzz... That lasted almost 30 mins... our other neighbour called to see if we wanna call the police.. ha.!

1 week exactly, from my reporting date. I hate this feeling.

The feeling of waiting, waiting for the unknown.

Anyway, watched Kingdom of Heavens withe Dot

. I fell aslp in some parts... but the scenes when i was not slping were quite interesting.

NC -16 for gruesome war voilences. Dam Gross... stab each other in the throats. SIao one.

K-boxed with my sis yesterday... we did sth very aunty... shant reveal here...hahaha... so that no k box personnel (if any of them reads this) wil have any preventive measures against aunties drawn out.