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And like the title suggest... arghhh ... i lost.

Took a bus hoping to reach kovan asap, instead of havin to wait for the stupid bus nearer to my hse which takes forever to come. 2 buses came to the stop, i decided to take the 1st bus. So i did. Then i realised the truth but it was too late. Suddenly, the bus kept to the right lane instead of going straight! OMG... Then i had to alight before i land myslf in Orchard via stevens rd.

Walk walk walk walk all the way to the correct bus stop and it had to drizzle. What is wrong with me!?

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Then a boring saturday almost end. With one nite at kovan again! didnt realise that we're there twice a day. how boRING !!!!!

Im determine to take up guitar lessons. I've gotten the number. Tmr i shall call up the school. I shall, I will and i must!

Today's office is exceptionally quiet. Maybe cos im early.
Then i stupidly start to wonder if it were a school day.

Right... now i see some souls comin in.

I've always loved the morning.. peaceful. No noise frm the 'monkeys'. Sometimes they create jus too much noise for me to handle that i jus wish they disappear and vanish into the thin air. but then it doesnt matter. Cos i think for most of them, they wont be missed or should i say, definitely not by me.

Yesterday's meetin ended late then i had to rush to pick my mum up. So i bravely took the shorter route, which im not familiar at all. But strangely, i did not lose my way at all. Maybe cos im tryin out new route for a gd deed.

I think im beginnin to like jAzz....

Im sick and tired of havin headaches when the weather changes. There must be a mistake. God must have made a mistake by sending me to S'pore with such 'deficiency'. There are times when no amt of pain killer helps.

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Temptation - an ugly word.

I see how ppl succumb to evil temptations like leavin someone for someone else. And I think bein the 'someone else' is just as evil and so unbecoming of a good man. haIzzz.... So much for love triangles.

Why am i so affected?

Becos im truly disgusted by someone.

I believe strongly that every relationship wil go thru a crisis period wher it's so difficult to pull thru. So tough that we may think that everything jus has to end and we jus haf to let go.

Today i realise that motivation is especially impt for someone to be efficient. Arghghgh.... No motivation. How to finish my stuff??? bLarDy shiT

Good Sunday morning.

When i was flipping through the Straits Times today, i saw this article about "another racist blogger under probe". The usual 'responsibility comes with free speech' shit. How can it be considered as free speech in such case?! Im not sayin that anyone should support racism. I dont think this should be treated as such a big issue - so great that the 2 bloggers are gonna to be sentenced and fined quite heavily, for such an act.

I agree that we shouldnt be sayin the very wrong things on our blogs. But i dun see anything wrong with bloggin our true feelings and what we really think. there are pathetic ppl who fake their lives in their blogs - meaning they blog abt what they fantasise. The more we should treasure bloggers who blog abt who they really are.

Haizzz.... i think we should all stop blogging.

Bloggin's gonna be a sin soon. It may jus become another fake space where we blog for the sake of bloggin, for the sake of being seen as a perfect being that we ought to be, for the sake of acting perfect, for the sake or saying the right things even tho we think otherwise, for the sake of letting ppl believe that we are nice ppl evn tho we may be the exact opposite.

So fake like the rest of the world.

If someone doesnt agree or doesnt like what's being said in a particular blog, they should jus stop reading it. It's a matter of choice i believe. Next time if we come across ablog that we truely, madly, deeply detest, we shall call the police? Is this the msg they're tryin to convey?

Last night was drinks at Tangos after dinner at Crsytal Jade, Holland V. yuCks. i dun like that place. im not goin back. I hate the drink. I ordered a beer kilkenny. highly recommended by D. In the end, i almst puked. PUi

I saw this lady during dinner who looks really familia. then i started staring.ha. but stil cant recall wher i've seen her.

I hate ppl who make me wait. The guy always makes us wait. How ungentlemanly.

Im tryin to pack my days wif activities. esp weekends.

KTV on thurs made me realised that my voice needs a long break. No more screaming!!

Now's the bz time for us. Preparing all the reports. The holistic report thingy is killing me.. im telling lies everyday. SO the best i can do to redeem myslf is to make the remarks as true as possible. Suan-ning the sh*t out of everyone of them. wahahaaaa

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Time for some bloggin.

Seldom have the time at the beginning of the day for such bo liao stuf. ha but today im freee!! Not exactly that free also. The kids have done their part. Now's my turn. 7 biG stacks to finish. I reckon that even if i can finish 1 stack a day, it'll take me 7 daYS! whoo

The data entry part is fucked up. So troublesome. Arghghhg... i wonder if things were like this last time. Tell me about the advantages of IT!

I always wonder how ppl can blog abt so many things. So many many many things to say. Not that i've got nothing to say, i just cant blog that long.

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Last nite was drinks at Insomnia. Interesting place.. The best part was that the person who suggested and insisted that we go drink was drunk aft 2 cocktails. wah lao eh... lousY like shiT! haZ. They have a live band then when we had enough of the band, we outdoor-ed.

During the session, most of the time me n D felt like we are big light bulbs. totally forgotten. Then we took fotos of the evidence of us bein neglected and disseminated the info rite away. Wooohoo.. juicy news out of the oven.

Today is Sunday. This time is my home, last 2 weeks were spent at his place. i still prefer my place. I feel more at home. and more comfortable. I made my version of cheesy french toast with kaya. haaZ.. i hate to cook. the cheese almost got stuck on the pan.

I think im born to be a lousy cook.

Blogger is havin problems. the entire tool bar now appear vertical on my screen since morning.