Monday, January 31, 2005 @ 1/31/2005 11:42:00 PM
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--last entry for January 2005--
my first visit to the polyclinic for myslf. Previously accompanied my grandma and mum ther.. short waiting time. cool.. and most imptly, dun haf to paY~
was sick since last nite. DOT's fault. her hse too bright. den after dinner at his place, headache attacked me~. still managed to drive home safely. then out came dinner, ice cream and all.
then this morning...
went out well. almost fell aslp in class and melvin chew (tutor) was like ' i noe its a monday morning 830 class, i noe u ppl are slpy... ' its not my fault dat im sick lah.. den at 1030, i decided that im gonna see doc and skip my afternoon tutorial which is from 130 - 430.. but frm my previous experience, cedric leong (english tutor) wont stop til 520pm!! which makes my monday the longest day of the week.. my friends agreed that i shuldnt be staying for his lesson if i dun wanna die inside. but still, i decided to go for the lecture, since they are showin the movie " dead poet's society" . SOUNDS interesting.. but i cant stand ppl who cant shut their ARSE during the movie. This group of malay/indian guys sitting behind me.. yaking non stop. and they are the future teachers. simple manners also duno. sit in LT, behind me somemore. leg open so big like wad.. TMD. NABEHZ.. turned round stared at them. Wanna puke.. dun blame me for being racist sometimes.
saw the doc, he was surprised that i only took panadols for migraines. den he prescribed stronger dosage for me. den saw some of the boys frm my practicum school. dont recognise them, but i think they noe me. whispering to each other. I mean come on lah. wanna bitch den do it behind my back lah.. IM GOING BACK TO THE SAME SCHOOL.. damit aRSEEeee
Sunday, January 30, 2005 @ 1/30/2005 01:09:00 PM
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Booked my biotherm facial yesterday. Nope.. not splurgin but its a birthday treat from biotherm. Facial/make over for $30. so i chose the facial. The Chinese new year's approaching.. One yr... time really flies.
Im extremely exhausted and sick of my current lifestyle. Hope for a change for the better.
Peif: Congrats for ur new opportunity. Do well and all the best. =)
Saturday, January 29, 2005 @ 1/29/2005 09:57:00 AM
| QuiZ 2 |
You Have A Type A- Personality |
A-
You are one of the most balanced people around
Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want
You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.
When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back
Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love!
You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds
@ 1/29/2005 09:51:00 AM
| QuiZ |
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| You Are 23 Years Old |
23
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax
Tuesday, January 18, 2005 @ 1/18/2005 11:22:00 PM
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I've been left out.
The world has forgotten about me.
I don't exactly know what im living for.
Saturday, January 08, 2005 @ 1/08/2005 09:31:00 PM
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"People who have a passive dependent personality are so busy seeking to be loved that they have no energy left to love. It is as if within them they have an inner emptiness, a bottomless pit crying out to be filled but which can never be completely filled. They always feel "a part of me is missing". They tolerate loneliness very poorly. Because of their lack of wholeness they have no real sense of identity, and they define themselves solely by their relationships."
"If being loved is your goal, you will fail to achieve it. The only way to be assured of being loved is to be a person worthy of love, and you cannot be a person worthy of love when your primary goal in life is to passively be loved."
"They are endlessly angry, because they endlessly feel let down by others who can never in reality fulfill all their needs or "make" them happy. Allowing yourself to be dependent on another person is the worst possible thing you can do to yourself. You would be better off being dependent on heroin."
"Dependency may appear to be love because it is a force that causes people to fiercely attach themselves to one another. But in actuality it is not love; it is a form of antilove. It has its genesis in a parental failure to love and it perpetuates the failure. It seeks to receive rather than to give. It works to trap and constrict rather than to liberate. Ultimately it destroys rather than build relationships, and it destroys rather than build people."
The Road Less Traveled by M. Scott Peck, M.D.
Friday, January 07, 2005 @ 1/07/2005 11:17:00 PM
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7th Jan 2005-
NYDC
BiRthdAy bOy
Oven bakEd - Hawai'ian
Celebrated his birthday in advance. Bought him some presents, treat him lunch at NYDC. WoH.. NYDC's food for the first time. We both agreed that it's not fantastic, neither is it worth the price. ordered 2 set meals and a mudpie - $47.36. Hmmmm.. could have gone to somewher else and haf nicer food with that amt.
Things are not the same anymore. We've thought and talked about it more than we ever did. Hope things will get better. The differences in beliefs and philosophies of lives, r/s... make it difficult. We shall try our best to make it work.
4th January 2005
Met up with Jp, Yw. Watched the fockers. Funny and crude. ha. brainless but i like. Don't know if im getting old or blur or wad. Trust me to walk into someone. I really mean INTO. She crossed my path but i din see her. head on. Would haf been a terrible accident if i was driving. OMG. Heaven forbids!
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