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Monday, November 29, 2004 @ 11/29/2004 10:22:00 AM

| Still in PAIN |


PHew... I was so tired so tired yesterday. Finished painting the house. Now left with the doors and the kitchen i think. Will be helping my dad again tmr after i buy my new phone.. Samsung 800.. forget the alphabet. but its the new sliding phone.

I was aching whole body. And i swear im not exagerating. I couldnt even walk properly. The effects of painting the house is immediate. He came to help out and we are grateful that he did all the ceilings for my 3 rooms haha.. (hope he is fine). I'd like to extend my apologies to those who helped out in e painting in a way or another. I swear i wont come out wif such lousy suggestions (like: 'hey let's paint the house') again. I SWEAR!


Will be meeting him today. but he's still aslp... haizzzzzz..





Saturday, November 27, 2004 @ 11/27/2004 09:38:00 PM

| In PAIN |


Im in pain.



I just painted more than half of my house. Started at ard 815am and ended at 6pm, only stopping for a quick shower, short lunch (10mins) and ya an even shorter tea break. Arhghhh... cant even move my arm properly.. just laid on the bed after i stopped work cant really move... Why did i give myslf such trouble by suggesting that we paint our house this yr... OMG... PAIN.


Another day of pain tmr.. dun think i can do anymore painting.. yux.. dirty, sweaty, full of paint.. haizz.. He will be coming over to do my share of the work tmr... Cannot make it alrdy.. whole body ache.At the end of the day, all my movements were like 5 times slower than my usual slf. Typing speed reduced too. Have been complaining since morning. COMPLAIN PRINCESS


Im slpy and tired. I wanna slp.. but the RC organised a Deepavali concert at the basketball court near my house. Tamil music ... i conclude, are no gd lullaby... and yes im sure its a Deepavali concert.. abitx slow and the singers sux.. out of pitch i can tell even though i dun understand wad on earth they are singing. No pitch no nothing.. only the noisy beats frm the music which all sounded similar anyway.


ARgghghghghgh





Friday, November 26, 2004 @ 11/26/2004 11:06:00 AM

| -Good Morning- |


I was awake by 9am in the morning. Gd weather outside for slping.. But im not. Thx to pigeons loitering ard the empty unit below mine, making a whole lot of croos croos. BleH
Supposed to paint the house today. Now i start to wonder what went wrong with me to suggest that we paint the house this year. Give myslf trouble.. Arghh.
Slpt well last nite. Dreamt that my brother found 2 evil and ugly looking tortoises and added them to our small tank with the other 2 tortoises. And i found another small tortoise at the sink when i was washing the tank and the small tortoise had chipped shell. Arghhh stewpit dream. I love dreaming.. How fun..hahaha.. Talking about dreams, my most unforgettable dream would be the one that i got a gunshot at the back of my head and i woke up immediately and still feeling the numbness at the point wher i got the shot... wow...
Im hungry after a whole lot of blabberish blog i just typed.





Thursday, November 25, 2004 @ 11/25/2004 05:16:00 PM

| Bored |


Well well.. im bored. So bored that i changed my blog skin. Quite happy with it. hehzz.... many attempts to perfect it since morning til now.. in the evening.

Waiting to meet him for dinner. Supposed to meet him in town. Bad weather. He will be coming somewhere near my house where we will have dinner. Dinner at my house last night. He spilt soup on the floor...CluMSy!

im bored bored bored.. BOred ppl blog, change blog skins, and pester others to read their blogs, and blog and blog and blog without knowing what to blog and what they are blogging.

-100% certified BoreD-


Balloons @ wedding dinner in Malacca


My sis and Me in the hotel room getting ready for dinner
(same combi - white and pink!)





Tuesday, November 23, 2004 @ 11/23/2004 11:39:00 AM

| Malacca Trip |


Just came back from a trip to Malacca to attend a wedding dinner. Spent 2D1N there.
Well. To begin, i will introduce 2 new characters we've met during the trip - a very nice guy & a very disgusting old woman. This Nice guy, is really nice. Humourous, helpful, quite cute +++ but the main point is, he's a gd fren of the bridegroom, and was assigned a terrible task - chauffuer the disgusting old woman (groom's godmother) around. And i really mean around, as in to everywhere.
This disgusting old woman, thick skinned. She thinks that everyone's dying to be her godson. I heard that the groom was tricked into being her godson. But anyway, she's irritating. The way she talks, behaves +++ haha, when my dad introduced her to us, he told us to shake hand with her. But only my brother did, i cant be bothered.
The Nice guy has to come back to singapore as he is in the night shift. During evening, He had to fetch her back to her house somewher in marine parade frm Malacca, then go all the way back to JB to park his car (to save the cost of parking a non-s'pore registered car in s'pore). Haizz.. Such a sweet guy.

Had chicken rice. Famous in Malacca.
Then shopping and sushi for dinner at JB before we came back. Tired. I thought he would miss me. But when i checked my phone, i only had 1 miserable msg. Then there he was, enjoying dinner with his colleagues. When i msged him that i came back, he din even bother to call back immediately to say hi. He jus replied that he was having dinner blah blah blah.. such an ArsE. Then he already planned to meet his colleagues again the following day, when we havent met each other for 2 days. He doesnt even bother to meet me asap. If he cant be bothered, i wont be bothered too.





Monday, November 15, 2004 @ 11/15/2004 11:54:00 PM

| A whole day of lousy Food |


- Lousy Food [part 1] -

Went to one of the lousiest cafe in town today. Lousy food and lousy service. And i really mean LOUSY.
Location : Bugis
Subject: Terra

I've always wanted to visit this cafe cos it looked pretty class and cool from outside. Looked like quite a nice place to relax and just relax. So we went there today since we were at Bugis. So we ordered our favourite ice mocha with vanilla ice cream and some potato wedges. Firstly this stony waitress came along. Whatever i ordered, whether or not she understood/heard or otherwise, she din show, din sae. So she practically stood there while i read out my orders. Then she scribbled, nodded and go. TMD. What de~ Fine. Some ppl jus dun like to talk too much. But for goodness sake, she is in the service line. Not happy dun work~!

K. Next, only 1 drink was served. I havent forgotten that i had asked for ice 2 cups of ice water too. Only 1 mocha vanilla was served even though we ordered 2. So we waited but i have this feeling that ther was a miscommunication between me and the blody waitress. So i brought up my request 3 times before my drink was served. Still, no ice water. And by that time Adrian had finished almost half of his drink.

Drink was LOUSY.

K. Then, potato wedges with salsa sauce or something. Anyway it was the lousiest sauce i have ever tasted. Lousily done. I couldnt help but asked for chilli sauce on a side plate.

I overheard the next table complaining that they were served cold soup and requested the soup to be heated. I shall never never ever go back there. A $12-lesson learnt.

- Lousy Food [part 2] -

Location: Small restaurant made out of a terrace house near my place.
Occassion: Grandma's birthday.

My dad was in charged of organising this dinner cum gathering. 45 people turned up. Public holiday. That's why when my dad booked the restaurant, they only had 3 tables indoors. Since we needed 4, we had to take 1 table outdoors. Fine. Since my dad was the organiser, we had to take up the responsibility to give up comfortable seats and air con to the other relatives. Im mature enough. I understand. Dint complain about this.

What i couldnt stand was the number of insects that were present on the table. Some were tiny, so we decided that they cant do us much harm even if we were to eat them. I was totally disgusted when a normal sized beetle fell into the chilli sauce right in front of me. Arghh .. GroSssss...

- Epilouge -

After a whole day of lousy food. Im tired. Time to slack... Holidays.. Im bored. He has an event to attend tmr. No one free for me... dAmn





Sunday, November 14, 2004 @ 11/14/2004 11:32:00 PM

| g l a d |


- h a p p y-

Finally happy.Though not VERY, happi enough, i guess. Glad that he's joining my family for a malaysia trip. It's the very first time he's involved in my family activity in almost 4 years. Im glad. I hope this is a gd chance for him to be closer to my family. We're having a very unusual relationship. He's not close to my family and as long as i remember, he's only been to my house overnite for once. For me, i have never been overnite at his place at all in almost 4 years. I seldom seldom call his house. If i rememer correctly, i only called a few times a few years back when he's phone was out of order or something. Ya.. dat's the kind of relationship we have been having for the past 3 yrs 7 mths to be exact.

Not too glad because some changes to my plan for the malaysia trip. I've spent the past few days searching the newspaper and going all the way to Chinatown area to search for gd deals for a holiday with my family. I had in mind a 5N4D plan to Cameron highland and Genting. When i was about to go a second time to book the tic, my dad decided that it'd be gd to ask his fren along. We've been goin for holidays with this fren's family since we were very young. Because of this fren, all my efforts and plans are destroyed. Just because he cant take a bus up to cameron due to motion sickness. I mean we've been accomodating for many years. Now that we've all grown up, i jus wanna plan a trip for my parents. I know my dad has wanted to go up to cameron highland for a very long time but becos of the same reason, we were unable to go. Now that i had it all plan... well well. Then it becomes my fault that im inconsiderate and making too much noise and blah blah blah... This is not all but if i were to give all the details, i'd be able to come up with a 2000 word essay.

If this is read by the wrong ppl, den so be it. I wanna voice out my displeasure. If i could, i wanna tell this to that fren of my dad. Too bad. it's in my blood. I cant accept things that i think are ridiculous. But now i feel like a loser, only able to vent my anger here. OH welllll....

X'mas is coming. Time flies. We bought Christmas presents for each other today. For him: a shirt from Bods. For her: a skirt from GG>5. Then he promised to be in charge of the x'mas day meal. hehe.. im still excited over our first trip abroad, even though the essence of romance has been reduced to the lowest due to the number of partipants. ha






Thursday, November 04, 2004 @ 11/04/2004 11:21:00 PM

| l o s t (still) |


-Still lost-

Jus watched Shark Tales. Wasnt in a very good mood when i met him for the 515 show. Acually i know deep in our hearts we want to be with each other...it's just too bad our characters clash. Maybe we can work things out... but what if we cant? As usual he'll think im being 'drama' if i bring things out to talk over.





Wednesday, November 03, 2004 @ 11/03/2004 10:55:00 PM

| L o s t |


- l o s t -

Unhappy day. Once again, caused by him. The problem on saturdae was not solved and another has been added. He cancelled a dinner appointment with me saying that he has got work to do blah blah blah. Then the next thing i noe, he's happy-ing with his frens over lion dance again. This is one of those things i really cannot accept. He cancels an appointment with me to meet his frens. But he has NEVER ever cancelled appointments with his frens to be with me. He's such an aRse. He doesnt think that he's at fault. He talks to me about freedom.

Freedom? If he talks about that, den let me bring out my point. Whenever i have something to do, he'll question my motive. Still remembered when i wanted to join Music Clinic with dot, i had a quarrel with him and i promised to book a bbq pit for class gathering, he had to quarrel with me too. So much for freedom. He talks about persuing his dream and all. I admit i dun understand his passion cos i dun haf one myself. But i do believe that a sensible person can balance life and passion well. It's not what he's showing me.

I know sometimes i get overboard. But if i dont get the freedom i deserve, den why should he? It's just my character. He will get treated the way he treats me. Sometimes i dun even think he deserve the attention i give him. So now im contacting him lesser, i dun call him and i msg only to reply. dats all.. my heart's half dead. Doesnt help very much that im having hols. Nothing much to do ...anyway.. it's back to the period of time i had many months back when im trying to get used to life without him so when we eventually leave each other, its less painful. It's good that he's helping me get use to it though, now that we see less of each other.







Tuesday, November 02, 2004 @ 11/02/2004 01:32:00 AM

| Emotionless |


It's not my fault that i cant hide my feelings well. When im happy, i am. When im not then im not. I cant pretend to be happy when im not, really. I wanted alot to be happy with him. Had a small argument a few days back over some trival issues. But im still at it. It's not so much abt the incident but it's the attitude that he adopt to treat me. It's so unloving, so ... im lost for words.

I dont believe anyone is so that bad at expressing themselves. I seriously dont. Any guy wont leave their gf angry then go have fun with his friends without feeling anything. I mean that was what he did. And it's not the first time and i noe it's not the last either. He doesnt think that this is serious enough not to talk about but i just cant bring myself to admit that he is such an unloving guy... still lost for words.

Think i shouldnt think so much, which means that i shouldnt be placing this r/s in the centre of my life.. Think this is what i shall do. I shouldt think so much into the future cos ther may be none awaiting us...







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