Saturday, March 03, 2007 @ 3/03/2007 10:58:00 PM
| Jaded |
Im exhausted,
completely, totally.
I find no satifaction in what im doin
I find no reason in doin what im doin
I find no motivation in doin what im doin
I've got no idea why im doin what im doin
Life's been tough
Im fallin sick again.
Haven got time for much
Everyday's like a mad rush
Things are as disorganised as they can be
It's only the beginnin of mar and it feels like i've been thru a whole yr of work.
I told myslf to relax at least in the 1st few months of e yr
and yet sometimes i find myslf workin 12 hrs non-stop
Really think this is not for me
was talkin to a colleague
he said maybe i should consider changin an environment
I doubt it'll make a diff to me.
I think it' s the nature of the job that i dislike.
I simply hate facin so many ppl each day.
Before im even fully awake, my mouth moved so much ahead of what my mind can process
what kinda lousy job hav i got myself!?
I begin to appreciate peace and tranquility like i nv did.
Completed 2 assignments in 3 days. PHOW
PH-UCK!
that was madness.
If i have a choice, if it werent my core module, i wouldnt wanna have anything thing to do with LITERATURE!
How can anyone working professional, who is sane, be able to finish reading 2 novels in 2weeks. THen before you know it, you have to read another 2 and another 2!
Then you find yourslf attending a lecture which you have absolutely no idea what that fellow standin in front is talkin abt.
Then you find yourslf havin to complete assignments and assignments after assignments.
Argh
im gonna faint.
Pls take me away, someone.
Was talkin to another colleague who commented that i was leading a very fulfillin life, that i hav time to juggle work, study, more work and i even have time for a r/s.
But little does he know that all these aspects in my life are PH-ucked uP. (esp the last one)
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