Wednesday, November 08, 2006 @ 11/08/2006 04:51:00 PM
| November 2006 |
I hate it
when ppl disregard my time (for the 3rd time in 5 months)
when they make me travel 1.5hrs jus to tell me sth is cancelled
and its not their fault
nor mine.
she decides to say
oh, i'll pay you transport
and tell me ur bus fare
Oh, what time did you leave your house?
Oh 11am? (YA, the journey takes me 1.5hrs! what do you expect!? B****)
Oh but yours starts at 1.15pm rite? (NO!, its at 1pm!)
oH but its not my fault! (YA, so its mine)
Then i realised:
by tryin to be on time - im at fault
by trying not to be late - im to be blamed
by trying to be responsible - im silly
by trying to keep my words when i've got no obligations to stay?
So ppl,
stop trying to convince me that the world's full of beautiful ppl
stop trying to ask me to be nice to ppl 1st
Then she said:
oh dun be angry - (when im ready to kill)
with that false smile
im not going to play along with her and pretend to be gracious
no way
ALL THESE AFTER A TOTAL OF 3 HRS SPENT ON FREAGING SBS BUS ON A BEAWTIFUL SAT MORNING!
I requested to be 'compensated'. she said 'i'll think abt it and let you know'
How bt compromising, i'll pay you 0.5 hrs. (YA THANKS for giving me $9)
PLEASE FUCK OFF!
Then i wanna tell her:
Pls go eat shit and die
you are in no positn to waste my time
and pls wake up to know that this little bit of pay
does not make you my BOSS
To pay me peanuts means for once im not workin for your money
im workin for the sake of the little Boy whom i've guided for 2 years
i watched him grow and improved
Im no longer gonna continue being at a place
where little effort is placed on staff welfare
where little recognition is given to tryin hard to be responsible
I think its the same everywhere... but the PAY makes it a different scenario altogether.
Hey how bt coming back next sat and continue with what you have been doing and give her one month notice before you leave?
I'LL THINK ABT IT AND TELL YOU 45 MINS BEFORE IT STARTS
Its not my fault. I cant make up my mind. Im too confused.
