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Friday, October 08, 2004 @ 10/08/2004 01:37:00 AM
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Well well, what am i doing here? 346th word of my 2000 word essay. Tonns of work to do. feel lousy today. Blame it on PMS.. do i sound like i always blog during PMS?
Was listening to Jay since yesterday. He's a genius. He inspires me.. (i tried to be inspired by him for my composing assignment). Feel so lonely... PmS pmS pmS... argHhhh lOusY daY..
Had to 're-do' the video for my project which was supposed to be done by someone else.. but seems like in the end its my fault for over-editing one of the videos cos someone hasnt edited a bit of hers. Fine. i'll do it.. as usuaL.. normally wont mind... but todae... BLAmE it on PMS and a lousy start of the day: was told in the morning that i had to start my band practice which we managed to "siam" for quite some time since last year. Band practices.. dun mind music any time... but not on Friday nites 8pm - 11pm?
Quarrelled with him. He was rude. He didnt msg me the whole day. He didnt bother to call. When he finally did at 11+pm, he didnt feel like talking to me, i guess. Lousy attitude. "i've work to do lah" . BIG DEAL. u mean i havent got things to occupy my time than to caLL him? cant sleep.. have to work on assignments..no mood..
Had been stuffing my faCe since like 3 days ago? i can feel the extra flabs.. ArGhhh.. i eat and eat. .. and eat.. even though i dun feel hungry but i can finish a mos burger meal with fries... was not hungry but i had to urge to buy dinner and i finished it... was not hungry but i ate Bonjour chocolate loaf... i think i might easily gain some 5 kgs??? *dePress*
-- depress-ion, stress-ation, angry-ation, sad-ation, sian-zation --
Mooncake Festival
Had some fun on 28sept, Mooncake fest. Went play romantic candles at the unromantic park near my house. Got insect bites, his hand got burnt +++
