Friday, August 06, 2004 @ 8/06/2004 01:09:00 AM
| PMS |
-PMS-
Behind the ever smiling face, easily contented character - swollen eyes. Talking to friends online, typing the 'hahas' and the 'hehes' while tearing.. Who understands? Who cares? Not even him. Does it even occur to him that i need his care too? Hear my fren toking about her bf having abundance of love, how he treated her, how they connect, their strong chemistry.. blah blah blah. What about myself?
I don't think im asking for too much. Just some nice words. Or even try to console. Just let me feel that he is sincere and sincerely trying. We ran out of topics long time ago. We dont talk on the phone. We seldom communicate when we dont meet face to face. We lead our own lives. Then i start to think.. is there anything common between us? Views? Perspective? Beliefs? Character? Hobbies? Im still thinking...
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