Monday, June 21, 2004 @ 6/21/2004 02:58:00 PM
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Being in a relationship requires 2 willing parties, willing to be understanding, make sacrifices for each other til the end of time.. This is very exhausting and especially so when only one party is putting in effort. daM..
When he dun understand what u are going through, the stress u are under, when he dun live up to ur expectations and is unwilling to make changes despite the many 'talks' that turn fukingly sour...
I believe in fate, it doesnt matter that the relationship is 40 months old, if he refuses to change for the better for my sake now, i dun assume he will do so when we are married (if we do get to the stage). I need someone to be by my side, to be able to share my burden, give me valued opinions.. may sound selfish, doesnt mean that i just sit around waiting for the things to happen. I try to be understanding. But too bad i simply cant stand it when he does things that i really dislike and expects me to accept him as he is when he noes that he's asking for the impossible.
We couldnt compromise and come to a conclusion and so we feel distanced from each other.Didnt seem to bother him though. He believes that he should do as he pleases and that the world revolves around him. He refuses to listen to opinions and more often than not, he regrets when things dun turn out the way he wants. He nv learns his lessons..
We will see. If i dun feel treasured and loved, maybe it will be time that we go our separate ways...
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