Thursday, June 17, 2004 @ 6/17/2004 10:47:00 PM
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Its another stressful day. Many times i feel the heavy load in my heart but i guess no one understands. No one will know the kind of emotional stress i suffer from daily.. all well hidden under my false self. Though it sounds like a medical condition, im pretty sure its not the symptoms of heart attack.. Just another stage in the growing phase. no escape...
Being the eldest is definitely not easy. Making decisions, making sure that things at home falls in place and making sure that i do not add on to unnecessary stress to my parents.. But some things they say, do hurt....
And just when i thought that im able to haf matters within my control, another hurting remark was being passed.. though not at me, but i still feel it...
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